These substances are only for the moment
The drugs enter and you don’t feel as bad since you’re with the homies
You travel as you sit with the homies
Dry throat as you tell the episodes you witness with the homies
Never really wasn’t a violent one, only with the homies
Only with the homies you find yourself in a violent episode
Only with the homies you find yourself caught with the pressure
Unless you know the same pain, you cannot truly know another.
Finding magic within the smokes.
Feeling sentimental when just one.
Believing illusions when reality can’t be accepted.
Believing that a crumpled paper will soon be revived.
But once it’s flawed, it will never be the same again.
You just fucking realized that. You’ve said it before, and nothing happened.Goodbye James. I’ve loved you throughout this entire thing. and you mean the world to me. im glad i met you. i hope you find someone worth caring for. im a strong girl and i can take it. thanks for the ride. youve taught me a lot. take care of yourself for me. im still keeping that promise of us seeing each other one day. I know you’re ending us. you don’t have to let me down easy I was never really all that anyways. i love you. bye baby bunnie.
July 8 2:16
My perspective on life varies. Life has been given to us human beings to experience the world. The world that has been gifted to us is a beautiful thing. Some may abuse it, take it for granted, take advantage of it, enjoy it to it’s endless limits or even give up on it. But those are what makes our story. The setting that has been given to us this generation is awful but amazing. Many obscene events occur in the life that has been given us. This generation is so blinded by what attracts us but not truly accept the values that has already been given to us. We can’t decide on what’s going to happen in our lives but only guild it to what you want your life to become. There are many downfalls in life, life gives us obstacles after obstacles that we need to surpass, but those obstacles are given to us to make us wiser and stronger. But some may take it differently, because someone could have a weak mind but a strong heart and some may have a strong mind but a weak heart. Life is like a unfinished book. Once you are born, you’re only on the page that has it’s introduction complete also it is up to you to finish the book that has it’s setting already set. You decide on how you want your story to become but remember, you cannot change fate. So it’s up to you if you want to live life to its true potential.
Why do we humans have to encounter depression?
Why does there have to be sadness in the past and present life we live in?
Why do majority of us have to be unstable?
Why can’t there be internal happiness?
I figure that once you’re lost within it, the root of sadness will dissolve and you’ll be trap with a fainted opening. Seeking help isn’t as easy at it seems, as an individual the recover varies.
It makes me sad that were all growing up. 5 years from now, what will we be doing besides staying on tumblr? What will we be doing when we have to rely on ourselves besides our parents? What will we become?
I remember when you lied to me. I remember when you said you’re always going to be mine. You left. You found someone better. You’re the reason why I can’t love no more. You guys are all the same. After all the pain I endured, it changed me. It’s weird because I loved you more than I loved myself. After all the times you fucked me over I still stayed. It’s whatever now, It’s better being alone. Just remember you’re never going to find anyone better than me.
Personally the cause of insomnia for me, is loneliness.
It would be much easier if someone were to sleep with me.